First off, i am a musician. I dont make any money from being a musician i just love making music.I try to spend a few hours a day working on music. I am 18 and still in school, so I have a part time job where i work to get money for synthesizers, cause i love them. I am now able to get a really good deal on a used synth that is really great and i think i want it, but it is still really expensive, like 1300. Also I just bought one of the best synthesizers ever made. It wasnt cheap either, but i got a good deal on it, it was about 600. I want to buy the synth, but i feel really guilty buying it because then i would be broke. Also at work i am now able to invest my money and potentially make more. But it too would take all of my cash. I dont know what to do. I dont want to feel bad and own the synth, I dont know if it is what i really want or if i am being too impulsive. I also dont want to spend all my money investing it, because then i could lose it all. I have to make a decision soon because they are both time sensitive. What should i do? And should i feel guilty?
Thank you. I just dont know if it is the one i want, I was thinking i was gonna spend a ton more on the last synth. so i dont know if i really want this, or i am just trying to spend money that i intended to spend on the last synth i bought.
If i do decide to buy the synth i can always sell it if i dont want it. they are really expensive new so the going rate used is like 1300-1500